Haha..I'm a Wilson....

Snapshot Report Self-report Component
Subscale IQ score = 93
Subscale percentile = 34


According to your self-report answers, your emotional intelligence is slightly below average. People who score like you do feel that their ability to understand and deal with their own emotions and those of others is just barely acceptable. Emotionally intelligent people have an easy time overcoming difficulties in their lives and they are generally able to control their moods. It’s easy for them to motivate themselves to overcome obstacles and reach their goals. In addition, they find social interactions to be quite easy and fulfilling, for several reasons. They are comfortable allowing themselves to get close with others, and feel comfortable being vulnerable enough to establish intimacy. They also report having an easy time offering support to others; likely due to an empathetic nature and a solid ability to offer advice. Perhaps by working on your problem areas, you can become more confident in dealing with your own emotions and those of others.



Haha, I read a post from Mai, utter rubbish from mindless dude(she's a dudette by the way), and yeah, I must admit that I was curious to see how well I would score due to the fact that I never took these sort of questions and some way, somehow, deep inside me, I was starting to get all confused with what kind of character I would be in House Land due to some complications happening for the past couple of months. I thought and hoped that I would be a House but damn it, I turned out to be a pretty decent human being after all, emotionally at least...LOL.


"People who score like you do feel that their ability to understand and deal with their own emotions and those of others is just barely acceptable. "

SPOT ON!!! Yeah, I was screwed up pretty badly a few years back...so I guess I'm on the right track then huh...



"Emotionally intelligent people have an easy time overcoming difficulties in their lives and they are generally able to control their moods. "

Yeah, this sounds pretty much like me...if not consistently being in this sort of state due to the fact that sometimes, when I'm angry, BOOM!!! Just like that everything went off. When I'm disappointed and sad, instead of crying, I watch comedy..that's just comical... When I'm stressed out and can't always get what I want, I would be in that silent, lifeless, emotionless mood...responding with sort responses like yeah, don't know, oh, hmmm, haha, stuffs like that. Oh, and yeah, I would curse and curse and curse and be angry at everything behind the backs of them people that are frustrating me...but thankfully, it will last for like a few minutes....haha.




"It’s easy for them to motivate themselves to overcome obstacles and reach their goals. "

Haha....out of 10 times trying, I would be successful for like only 2 or 3 times....haha, so yeah, I'm a work in progress.




"In addition, they find social interactions to be quite easy and fulfilling, for several reasons. "

Hahaha...for several reasons...yeah, it's true alright. I will communicate with acquaintances just like saying hi and other shitty stuffs, usually for a few minutes...nothing deep and long. If they do intend to stay, I would probably just listen and let them do all the talking. But if communicating with people that are friends and beneficial beneficial, in terms of giving me a good time, laugh, flirt, gossip, listening to their problems and offer solutions thus making me feel all good about myself and other stuffs like that, yeah, I'm pretty good at that.





"They are comfortable allowing themselves to get close with others, and feel comfortable being vulnerable enough to establish intimacy. "

This is true when it involves people that are of the same gender. Notice why all of my top friends in myspace are boys? LOL. Hmmm, girls, on the other hand, I don't know la... I tried to pick up their signals, interpret their signs, but seriously, for those that I meet for like the very first time, they couldn't see past my physical being. Other than those who have decent sense of humour, I couldn't see other ways on how to communicate with them. So, to them girls that know who they are, yeah, COUNT YOURSELVES PRETTY LUCKY...or is it that's lucky...haha




"They also report having an easy time offering support to others; likely due to an empathetic nature and a solid ability to offer advice. "

Haha, true indeed. All thanks to House. Seriously, I don't know where I would be without that bloody TV show. But I'm not sure about the whole empathetic nature thing though. I give out advice based on logic, not random feelings.




"Perhaps by working on your problem areas, you can become more confident in dealing with your own emotions and those of others."

Haha, couldn't agree more. I kinda know where my weakness is, like being all lazy and will easily give up on matters if the fire isn't there anymore, but strangely, instead of dealing with that, due to my laziness, I am just way too lazy to deal with that...probably due to lack of motivation...see? Told you right? My other problem is lack of motivation but because I'm too lazy to find motivation....I'm kinda like stuck in this bloody vortex where I'm spinning round and round and round furiously, but ends up getting nowhere...lol.





Oh, and only now I realised that I'm a Wilson....stuffs inside my head are only theoretical...only when the moments come, under severe pressure and being all desperate will I do all them bad and gutsy stuffs. And what character in House do you think you are?

So, ladies and gentlemen, there you have it. With that, I'd finished my first ever 27th blog entry in my entire life. Hope you guys enjoy it....cheers.

The reasons to why I celebrate Hari Raya.

Hmmm, it's philosophical alright, the reasons to why we celebrate Hari Raya. I mean, everyone should have their own reasons to why they are looking forward to the particular day, and every single one of them reasons should be different right? With that in mind, it is the thing that had been bugging me all week, to know which one of them many reasons, are the ones that can be considered...logical.

For as long as I can remember, the two main reasons to why I am so eager to celebrate Hari Raya is first money, and then second, the food....yeah, I'm that shallow... Actually, I don't know how to rank these two in terms of which one comes first. Comparing money and food...it's like comparing a threesome and a foursome...lol

Anyway, I'm not talking about them shitty RM1, 2 or if you're lucky RM 5 duit raya...them things are childplay... I'm talking about the motherload...RM100 here, RM200 there, and if you're really, really, really lucky, RM...

wait for it...
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a lil bit more hype...
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RM 500!!!

I still remember a few years back, on that particular Raya, I made a record high of RM 1000 just from receiving money from grown-ups... Were they feeling somehow obligated to give that much money just to prove a point and to feel good about themselves? I mean like yeah, they do give me money everytime I went back to Kluang, like maybe RM50 and stuffs, but RM500 on a single day? Had they done something terribly wrong that it's worth RM500? But what the heck right, their guilty conscience renovated my pocket to be a little bit more deeper and harder to burn through...haha.

I do think that this reason of mine, is indeed logical simply because to earn some extra cash. But strangely, weirdly, I never knew what happened to all that money though. I was still immature to handle that amount of money at that particular time so my mom, like any other typical, good mothers out there, decided to keep the money for my future's sake....yeah right. haha...

But damn it, this year, I only made....RM 150.

DAMN YOU AMERICAN CAPITALISTIC TRADING SYSTEM!!!! BECAUSE OF UNCLE SAM, I AM SUFFERING!!!!!!!


Moving on, second reason is the food. Oh my god, the food, I tell you, it's like tasting a teenie tiny microscopic bit of heaven.

Ketupat=RM 2.80

Sambal kacang= RM 2.00

Rendang daging= RM 4.50

Kuah lodeh (this is what us javanese call it..ala, yang kuah putih tu)= RM 1.50

Combine them all together= PRICELESS.

Am I being too critical here by stating that them raya food are indeed better than sex, drugs, and alcohol COMBINED? No, no...what am I saying. Nothing beats them three...haha.

And dudes, in particular the dudettes, I MAKE MY OWN BLOODY KETUPAT...yeah, as in find the bloody tree where I can get them bloody ketupat leaves, anyam them bloody ketupat leaves to make it all cute and square, and boil them bloody cute ketupats so that I can later fill ma stomach with them. So girls, what do you guys think of me now? kening2...lol.

And don't get me started with them kuih-muih. My favourite, them cornflakes with honey holding them little flakes together, sprinkled with sesame seeds and little pieces of fruits. ESTACY!!!

BUT WAIT!!! I discovered a new version, cornflakes with chocolate sauce. That's not the thing that I'm so eager to tell you though, you eat both of these two versions TOGETHER.

The taste?
Honey+chocolate...
LEGENDARY!!!
LEGENDARY I TELL YOU!!!

Haha...anyway, guys, these are the two main reasons to why I celebrate Hari Raya.

But wait, what about them forgiving each other and stuffs you ask?

What about them forging stronger relationships with your relatives and stuffs you ask?

What about them religious side of raya and stuffs you ask?

Chill, I will touch on them more sensitive matters in my hopefully, next blog entry. I'm still in festive mood to write stuffs that are sensitive and provocative.


So, ladies and gentlemen, there you have it. With that, I'd finished my first ever 26th blog entry in my entire life. Hope you guys enjoy it....cheers.

Tonight's top 10 are....

Tonight, we would see 10 questions that I'd personally encountered that ranked as my personal best, in terms of being the most bizzarre that is. And sekarang tengah sangap Late Show with David Letterman...kira parody la ni...lol. DRUMROLL FRANK!!!











10. Eh, you are not the father? I thought your father was the son leh....










9. Were you on tv last night?










8. Is Obama really your uncle?










7. You and Brian, both from the same mother?










6. You're speaking Chinese or Mandarin?










5. You're not married?










4. Mister, is your baby a boy or a girl?










3. Eh, how come your mother is bigger than your father and you are bigger than both of them?










2. The condoms are on sale sir, how many boxes do you want?







AND MY NUMBER 1, ALL TIME BIZZARE-EST QUESTION THAT PEOPLE HAD EVER ASKED ME...















1. People tell me the reason you grown so big is because of your circumcision(berkhatan)....is it true?



We'll now take a break for the commercials but don't go anywhere, the Late Show will be right back...lol.


So, ladies and gentlemen, there you have it. With that, I'd finished my first ever 25th blog entry in my entire life. Hope you guys enjoy it....cheers.